i friend with EMO today

emo today >_____<

since i get my calculus exam paper

not because of my bad results

then?

emo about?

actually i also not clear about it==

yea..

my calculus get 13.5/100

that's truth!

well..

actually im not emo about that

im emo just because of my future

i really have no idea about my future=[

yea..

that few days i had decided for studying form6 next year

but today i dont know again==

i worry about my calculus if i study form6 next year

today i found that all of my friends who dont want study form6

their calculus also get the same marks with me==

haix..

i really dont know what should i do=(

the subject or even the job which i interest in

also have a relationship with maths

and

maths almost also have a relationship with calculus

shit!

then what should i study?

business?

account?

oh man..

come on

i have no interest about that ok

wedding planner?

yea..

i have interest about that

but..

my parents disagree about that

lolx..

then?

teacher?

my god==

more no interest about that

so..

how?

study form6 or dont want study form6?

or even dont want study anymore?====

haix..

today the sky in my eyes is grey in color..